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more papers today
one word
DISASTER
geog: FAIL
SOVA:pass on th spot
hist: FAIL
OMG.
like i keep tellingmyself its okay, work hard for SA2
but will that even work
sometimes im just studying everything
then i got scolding
like all my friends did well
especially all my other classes friends
like they all got better than me
like ALL of them
): im such a failure
like idont feel the least comforted when friends ask
they just ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK
so much for respecting privacy!
today for example, after checking scrips, charpersons had to get classes into groups of 7
then points would be given to classes that did it the fastest and submitted the paper
then i was one of the last, most people were like : HURRY UP CLARA! QUICK!!
LIKE THE POINTS ARE SO IMPORTANT
im like damn pissed. spoil my mood can.
then whats more is that they dont get it
2/3 is smart but im not.
how did i end up there?!
seriously , i wonder. so what if yall get a lot higher than me
you can comfort me and not rub into it right.
i almost cried today when mel pushed me and then like say its too late to join the group and stuff
cause iwas trying to do like 5 things at one time and no one was responding to me
i was damn angry but then no use what, like getting angry can make me feel better
so...yeah, i talked to her again.
i just really hope that everything goes alright tmr.
maths and lit are my stronger subjects so i'll pray!

Yes Or No?

one comm
two comm
three comm???
should i?
i have no idea
should i not?
HOW?!!
i'll soar but ... i'll be very stressed
AHHH!!! there's still next year though
but ... but... but... but... but...

IM SO SORRY AMANDA!
ileft you alone
didnt tell you i was going home ):
then we didnt prac
sorry lah, you're the best senior EVER.
okayokay!!!

today we checked papers ):
all didnt get what i wanted!
no A1 at all ):
english-almost failed!!! HOW CAN ?!
chinese- NO A1 !! HOW CAN?!
science- NO A1 !! careless mistakes everywhere ):
wonder how tmr
definetely hope its better A LOT BETTER
ah well, its done, no use crying over spilled milk

ytd went to aunty leemeng's house to see jiejie chumbeni for the LAST TIME ):
i'll miss you LOADS!
come and visit us,,,,sighs
at least we gave her everything and i remembered to bring the board!
okay, thats all iguess
we didnt do much at the house
my mouth was so painful, like swollen
think i talk to much. no lah!

Dear Diary

now im writing in my diary
the pages are gonna finish
anyway, today went to watch wolverine with cezanne,ngawai,krystle and edlyn
YAY! the show was damn nice! then half the time my face was in popcorn
like alot of piercings and...eew parts
haha, then there was a naked part like when he jumped into the barn
ahaha ! so funny
so then we went far east
and saw many IJ people
so i far east shall be CHIJ(TP)the second
like so many lol.
then after cezanne and ngawai left, the 3 of us went to taka
to kinokuniya, if thats how its spelt
then we bought cool files and semsame street eraser AND A MATCHING NOTEBOOK
which only costs $1.55
its quite big!
so everytime we go out, we'll write in it
finding the dress wasnt successful at all
4 hours spent on nothing O:
TMR GOT BAND ):
why must it start like just after exams.
sigh, i'll bet icant even play ANYTHING!

Breaking Dusk

okay, so instead of breaking dawn is like breaking dusk.
LOL
anyway, tmr going out!
YAY (:
watch wolverine, finally get to watch it
and ramen girl isnt nice according to some people
hahaha! anyway
im like supposed to send ps carol a picture but then i didnt
so im the last anyway
steph is so sad she doesnt wanna talk to me
grace is spastically retareded
she was super high today yow
and then this sunday, we going to bugis
OMG SO A_ _ _ _N
tmr gonna buy shirts and a DRESS FOR CEZANNE
TO SHOW _________
yeap, so suju rocks!!
and then today my friend said : i cant stand her at all
then i said: if you can't stand, SIT!
get it ... im just amusing myself
alright, nothing more.

I GOT FREEDOM (:

EXAMS.ARE.FINALLY.OVER!!
haha, okay so today was maths
and...paper one was easy but paper two, DIE
so today went to ngawai's house!
SO FUN MAN
it was suju suju all the way!
like they kept on replaying it's you and wonderboy
we watched some pinup boy show starring suju
haha, and KIBUM was damn hot!
haha (: YAY
and then like we went to the playground
and played! then we played truth or dare.
LOL, funnnnnnnnn
pictures are on facebook,
lazy to post here!
okay!! HAPPY (:
so then we took peektures!
alright, that marks the end of my exams and the starting of freedom
going out with loves on sunday!

6 done...2 more to go!!!

OMG! 2 more,
i cant believe time passes so fast (:
WHEEEEEE...2 more
anyway, GEEk!
TOGETHER is gonna end tmr
lucky no CG, if not i wont go
Hahha
so sad ): last 2 episodes!
im like eating oreo now!
SO NICE WITH FRESH MILK
ytd steph sms me, like asking me to help her for her piano exam or sth
so scary,
and then my inbox is all full of cezanne cezanne cezanne
crazy! history is over
screwed it up much! i go write the wrong thing
lit is over
screwed it up even more. iM AIMING A1 YAH
but then. its gone.
like they ask for 2 characters then i only write one
i saw wrongly ):
but today's science was alright
hope i get like A2 or sth
HAHA, todays art ... fail
like i didnt have ANY idea what they were talking about
and then there was this 8 mark question, no one knew how to do
and whats a medium?/
the only medium i know is small, medium , big and the vacuum thing
anyway, nothing much, BYEEEEEEEEEEEE

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Exams

only 2 have passed
6 more to go ):
goshy...why so long
anyway, english and chinese was okay
just that the news paper article was...yeah.
and the zong he tian kong sucked.
i didnt even know how to do one
lucky DOROTHY and grace told me to learn ba hen
cause it came out, if not i could have lost 2 marks
anyway, yeap
the next time i'll be online is in 3 weeks
cause no more break
tmr's labour day!
HAHA, HOLIDAY WHEEEE
i finally posted on the youth blog, nothing special, just colourful
well, i hope i pass history
pass and i'll already be very happy,
yeah,my prayer to god still stays!

14 Again

why does everyone think zac efron is hot?
no offence lah, but haha, everyone's crazy!
so today went to church
and we sang sang sang sang ____________
and jingwen went "shitting"///yeahRIGHT
nothing...im just so bored.
i guess i wont be blogging or coming online anymore
until after exams
cant!
cause so fast
this one whole week, im gonna chiong and jiayouuuu
if not, i'll fail!
THEN CAN DIE ONE!
so,,,yes im gonna have a positive attitude and study study study

DEAR HEAVENLY FATHER,
i pray that i will be able to cope with the stress and everything
and that i wont give in to temptations this week
i also pray that i wont get distracted so easily
and that i will only watch TV at certain times of the day
i pray that i will do a good job in school,esp collecting forms ):
and that i will have faith in myself
help all these things to turn out right and that i'll compromise with my family
IN JESUS MOST PRECIOUS NAME,
AMEN

spikes? whats with it?

ME AND SISTERH THE URB!

HELLO,

this is a very funny week....NOT

on friday, stephanie's wallet fell into my soup

HAHA, and i rule man, should have seen what i did to the air fairy

anyway, on the bus, it was damn funny

we were inside for like 1 hour and 15 minutes

from bedok all teh way to TP interchange

we took 31 so it was damn long

BUT DAMN FUNNY!

so me and grace kept laughing
1)we were laughing at some guy in front of us,

2)we saw this woman with her boyfriend
so funny, you know the pockets of jeans
then the side of the pocket,was like not sewn on to the pants
so we could see her butt flesh!
idk if it was on purpose, but it was disgusting
me and grace couldnt stop laughing
and so we told ngawai and edlyn, and they were staring to see it, cause they were blocked
3) two jap guys were sitting in front of us
badminton players
so we said ngawai would date them!
aha, one of them quite hot but the other...EW
okay, and then they went ...NEH...NEH like after each sentence the word NEh will appear
so me and grace kept laughing, but jap guys are cool, NO OFFENCE ):
thats all, then we reached toapayoh
it was actually quite fun
and CHIJ WON NANYANG!
YAY, then we were like olaying all the way (:
today had comm meeting, in the aft.
megan could actually finish the minutes thing in one day,
LIKE LESS THAN 12 HOURS.
OMG, pro woman!
alright, FIESTA IS COMING YOW
thats all i guess ...i hope that things would turn out right and...yeah,
i also hope tmr POSER POKER will stop staring, to hell with you.

crazy yet elegant is the name of you

CRAZY OVER _________

okay, so i think red and blue is cool!
I LOVE RED
see if you can do this,
say the colours out loud
dont say the word
but the colours
RED BLUE GREEN YELLOW
PURPLE ORANGE BLUE RED
MAROON BLUE GREEN BLACK
RED GOLD SILVER YELLOW
i bet you can say all the colours and end up saying the words

nowadays, gosh, when i eat sweet things
especially chocolates, when i bite , the left side of my teeth will be damn painful
like the left side,
OMG< SO PAIN
i hope its not anything serious
so im dieting
not eating chocolates for 10 days
and not eat too many sweets
IM TRYING and so far its working.
8 more days to go!!
today is damn free
no band, no hw
but maths test, abit the bad uh!
okay, exams are coming and i havent started yet
die die die die sure die die die die sure die die die die
better start soon!!!

HAPPY EASTER!

okay, so ytd we had CG
it.was.very.boring
like seriously, boring
anyway, then, today had the evangelistic party
unfortunately, there were 16 visitors and i only had 9 goodie bags
so i had to leave out all the BB guys
but anyway, girls are more important what!
DUHH
and i was comparing elizabeth's handwriting to some people
haha (:
elizabeth is my new friend friend!
YAY, okay, so i have all the names here!
that came today as visitors
if your name isnt here means i didnt take it down i guess
1. Elizabeth
2.Jeremy
3. Reuben
4.Lim Pin
5.Ying Zi
6.Zheng Rong
7.Martin
8.Shengkai
9.Jonathan
10.Kenan
11.Benjamin
12.Joey
13.Isabelle
14.Chin How
15.Titus
16.Zihui
so... yes.
people that were here
some neh give me back the response slip eh!
today nth to write so im filling it up with names of people
and it really took up space.
COOLIE ... and today that GLARE made me wanna POKE your eyes out.

a week of _______

how should i put it?
the world is full of surprises and sometimes things just dont go the way you want it to
this week has been tired for me
many things left me disappointed
friends, family and even TV dramas
okay, that wasnt really part of it, but im just trying to feel happy about it
when talking to a group of more than 40 people,
you want their attention, but just looking at less than 10 people looking up to you feels ...
disappointed, and trying your best means nothing
it used to mean something, but now the meaning it holds is just disappearing
the meaning isnt there anymore and no one but yourself is trying
it takes more than one hand to clap
scolding all the way, for little things
easter convention ytd, and it was written 'do you love me'
LOVE HURTS as the preacher said.
and it really does, why cant they just understand what you're going through
what we're going through now is what THEY were going through 30 years ago,
isnt it? im sure it is,
i cant be bothered to type
im just too tired
not physically but tired just by thinking about the things that have revolved around me this week
friends turn their backs on you and only to find they dont mean it
tmr's the evangelistic tea party, so i'll have more things to keep me occupied
i hope everything goes well tonight and that there will be no chaos
cause i dont even know if i have the strenght to face it.
well , signing off

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Red Dot Museum

righty!
so we went to the RDM today
and yesyes, all the things were damn awesome and cool!
haha, very plain but its so nice lah, like all the designs
then marcella was like saying awesome to everything she saw
bathtubs and laptops and cool stuff
so then...we got to leave maths early
so evangelistic party is coming
very panic, so many things to buy ):
but its gonne be OVER soon at least
the 9pm show on channel 8 is damn weird
the song is like ping ping pang pang
LOL! okay, grace is crazy over joshua ang and yang tian
PLEASE MAKE IT AND COME,

and thanks for going overseas, i wont have to see your face ever again!
ahhh, and then school keep on collecting money!
and then the people dont wanna pay
i just paid off 3 debts and now got 2 more!
OMG, forms forms and more forms!
and its always ME ME ME ME ME
like...gosh,
anyway, now need to count money again!
gtg. HAZEL<>